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I don't normally do journals, but I want to plainly advance or trancend in a general sense so I'm going to try and explain the maddness of my mind and hopefully get some constructive feedback. so without any further adue lets begin.

Honestly Im pretty open minded to new ideas because I know anything is possible. I believe I know some important things about reality from being persistent in looking for answers I found a some information on the source and the synchronicity of every action and the whole law of attraction which makes me try to hope for the best.

But recently the whole point of me making a journal is my experience I was alone at night for the first time in awhile and I was enjoying myself smokeing some herb when It hit me like my whole being became "aware" I calmed my mind and the name hit me hyperactive or hypersensitive I think i was at a higher frequncy and had a communication with these voices many of them which got me thinking about all I do when i dream if Im not conscious when AP'ing my sub C is and I think I know these voices on the extent but thats just the random thought that happened in my head when I needed a explanation.

I had a universal purpose. I knew things that i never knew but it all made sense my past and dreams as a toddler, and everything was connected. the feeling was overwhelming but having reached it before a long time ago and having it be renewed for only the second time I clutched on to it and try'd everything I could to make sure I got the most of it so I tried to find the legendary unconditional love for all creations I understood it and that it self made me feel connected to everything but I was intterupted but something that I Find hard to explain.

I came to the conclusion that I was a angle it makes sense, but it was exactly what I wanted to hear which makes me doubt it and does it really even matter who we are arnt we all just one in the end, so whos not to say Im everything i believe i am ;]


It was a very blatantly awesome experience and I know that it wasn't just me being high and something happened so It renewed the fire of desire to be at a higher hyper level more sober just because i experimented made some psi constructs and it was sooo much eaiser so my goal is to achive this hyperactive state as a level i can access in my mind.
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Post on Wed Feb 15, 2012 11:09 am  AzurePhoenix
I agree, you might have seen and experienced what you yourslef wanted to.
Especially being in an different state of mind by the herb.
I
would suggest to remember exactly what you felt, making a list of ways
you could achieve that same mental state, I'm sure Zach or BloodVesile
talked on this mental state in a past post, i'll post a link after this
response so it could help you making the list.

I'll help too to reach this Hyper active state, don't have too much time to make a bigger response but good job! Very Happy

Don't
depend on outside sources to do things all the time, especially things
as importance as this, they tend to form crutches and mental blocks that
get quite hard to break out of.
Good thing you posted this so you can avoid it and help others that might depend on other things to help them achieve some task.
Link
Post on Wed Feb 15, 2012 11:09 am  AzurePhoenix
Is this what you where talking about?
http://www.metapara.com/t4-a-conducive-state-of-mind-for-energy-manipulation


Last edited by AzurePhoenix on Wed Feb 15, 2012 11:10 am; edited 1 time in total (Reason for editing : Odd glitch showing up, not sure if its just me seeing this.)
Re: Karma's Journal
Post on Wed Feb 15, 2012 12:02 pm  Karma
Cool Im relieved that it wasn't just me.
When I Look at the expirance"s" they were both when something I assumed astral connected or interacticted with me. And my body in a way in a way defending myself and I think that activated the hyper state

It didnt feel anything like a calm alpha wave state I came to the conclusion tell me if Im wrong that it was a higher frequncy or something just because everything was enhanced it felt like what i know describe as hidden potential, but I do think in the hyper state I become aware of all the blocked psyche energys around me.

and I've been looking into the kundlini awakening is that something you just wait for naturally because when I remember when i was in this state in a bit of a panic and I was just letting my thoughts come to the vibrations felt like confusion and when i thought about it dose the kundlini awakening awaken your third eye and i dont know come to some revelations from your inner self and have a more 'inter-connectedness"? thats what im hopeing atleast haha
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Post on Fri Feb 17, 2012 11:02 pm  AzurePhoenix
Karma wrote:
Cool Im relieved that it wasn't just me.
When I Look at the expirance"s" they were both when something I assumed astral connected or interacticted with me. And my body in a way in a way defending myself and I think that activated the hyper state

It didnt feel anything like a calm alpha wave state I came to the conclusion tell me if Im wrong that it was a higher frequncy or something just because everything was enhanced it felt like what i know describe as hidden potential, but I do think in the hyper state I become aware of all the blocked psyche energys around me.

and I've been looking into the kundlini awakening is that something you just wait for naturally because when I remember when i was in this state in a bit of a panic and I was just letting my thoughts come to the vibrations felt like confusion and when i thought about it dose the kundlini awakening awaken your third eye and i dont know come to some revelations from your inner self and have a more 'inter-connectedness"? thats what im hopeing atleast haha


It will take time, but you are young, so no need to worry.
Go with the flow, if it hasn't happened by itself in your practices then you just have to wait a bit more. A steady amount of practice changes a great many things.
Re: Karma's Journal
Post on Thu Mar 08, 2012 12:18 am  Karma
Everything has been slowly developing some areas more smoothly than others. I had a conversation with the voice in my head and learned alot but couldn't grasped it all. I saw a selector of sorts that I think was my uncontrolled potential it was like a infinite row of tiles and I 4 sets of 3 unlocked but i haven't accessed it sense then it all seems to be related to my hyper awareness that i get when I partake of the Herb to a vast extent and it doesn't happen every time only on a few occasions have i reached it.

Auras have been easier to see i always catch shapes of colors out the corner of my eye when i look into a mirror its kinda erie. also clauraduinance to a lesser extent I sometimes make out words or phrases but no connected communication most of them are friendly I hope.

I'm Stoked that I have have become involved with the metaphysical to the extent I have knowing millions are blind
oh and im on the look out for a orange ring i saw it in my dreams the orange ring of the 7 lords or something along those lines it is bad to the ass. im confident ill go as far as i allow myself so Im aiming aimlessly up;]
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Post on Fri Mar 09, 2012 10:29 am  AzurePhoenix
Its good to see that you are advancing! Also on the matter with the voices, try to validate that they are voices that know things and not just in your head.

Ask them questions to things you do not know that you can verify.
Like hard questions you don't know. If they tell you they are some historical figure or great entity then ask right down some questions and ask it, note down the answers then go look it up on google or ask any of the mods, admins or even I.
Again, congrats on your advancement! Very Happy
Re: Karma's Journal
Post on Sun Mar 25, 2012 12:46 am  Karma
It always seems like im not at where I want or ought to be, but i know im exactly at where im suppose to be.
I feel blocked and not so interconnected with positiveitivity. I've always been a balance type of guy light and dark good and bad, so when I look in my mind the blackness never discouraged me but lately I want the light i want to see the beautiful color spectrum of life. and be able to search for my wisdom while basking in the light. well not that dramatic but more of less something along those lines.
So i humbly ask can someone do me the favor of giving my chakra and energy body a scan and let me know if they are alright. maybe just send some healing purifying energy my way and Ill try to figure it all out thank you.
Re: Karma's Journal
Post on Sun Mar 25, 2012 11:41 am  AzurePhoenix
Karma wrote:
It always seems like im not at where I want or ought to be, but i know im exactly at where im suppose to be.
I feel blocked and not so interconnected with positiveitivity. I've always been a balance type of guy light and dark good and bad, so when I look in my mind the blackness never discouraged me but lately I want the light i want to see the beautiful color spectrum of life. and be able to search for my wisdom while basking in the light. well not that dramatic but more of less something along those lines.
So i humbly ask can someone do me the favor of giving my chakra and energy body a scan and let me know if they are alright. maybe just send some healing purifying energy my way and Ill try to figure it all out thank you.


Who knows, maybe try to ride it out and see if there are any benefits to this.
Personally i've never been too "positive" or "loving everyone", but its my own paradigm, just know you ha have the freedom to be all you wish to be.
What I'm saying is write down the pros and cons and see what would truly benefit you.
Re: Karma's Journal
Post on Thu May 17, 2012 7:39 pm  Karma
for the longest time i asked my self who am i, and i imagined many answers to fill my curiosity letting me realize i am what ever i believe i am. so then why am i allowing myself to feel so stupid so trapped, isolated when i look at my peers i wonder if they know.i seek guidance from some one who found clarity. I ask too many questions to get no answers. i sometimes hear a voice, but i must be insane because i can never hear her name. i always fill in the blank or cant understand. I don't get it. why not me why cant i understand and have the illumination I seek. i ground yet i still feel ungrounded aloof. i feel energys through out the day as pokes or nudges and see colors in my mind but it always just fades away back to darkness
i cant picture light in my mind i tried but it always seems to gets "booted" out
i feel far from free, i swear sometimes i must be a ghost i walk around and no one notices i can talk and i swear im talking louder than normal yet it goes unheard.
I keep telling myself be patient, but i just spend my days waiting doing nothing but expecting for it to just hit me like it has before but i dont know. one time i cant remember i thought of thoughts that shouldn't be thought and i was insane for a while but i forgot and i cant remember any of it. i was like thank god at first because it scared me and the fear chaos theoryed on my and soon i thought i was gonna explode because i thought i was going to...and have i can never make it to astral project and my dreams go forgotten
it makes me feel like a failure to rant on how i just dont get it
if life is designed for you to learn lessons and evolve
then what am i suppose to do. I look for answers in my best friend and i swear he knows something but he keeps it to himself. aliens must of blocked my memory because i've found the clairity i seek but it's gone like it was wiped from existence when i wake the next mourning it like i have to start over on a mental journey again an again. sometimes i feel extraordinary probably my ego, but i soon to think that we are all the same and feel like just another face in the crowd.
i guess i shouldnt worry im only 16 and most likely have a long time to try to figure my self out


well anyway this is just a update so you know i havnt fallen off the face of the planet and just asking for any advice or help any one has to offer thank you and good day.
Re: Karma's Journal
Post on Fri May 18, 2012 10:14 pm  AzurePhoenix
I wish life was like a fictional story, they always have something from keeping life stale, the hero discovers or gets stronger powers with no effort.
Sadly, that is only in fictional stories.

You happen to have gotten lucky and gotten a push forward while you were learning to ride the bike.
Seems you took to long to decide certain things and crashed trying to decide which path was better.

Thinking helps a lot, but it can betray you.

There is never advancement with constant training, that is the biggest issue I have with myself.
I naturally learn fast and do things very well, but I don't train half as much as I would like, my capabilities are being wasted due to me being a lazy fool.

Slowly but steadily I am building up my focus, but ADHD is hell xD

The biggest issues people face is not getting results soon, the always being unsure of things.
I was lucky and experienced many things that pushed me past the line of doubt, I still question and am skeptical of things until I see proof of things, I'm harder on myself than I would allow myself to be on anyone.

Maybe the lessons we will be doing might do you well?

You need to always have questions leading you, don't run after them because you would get tired faster and stop, or trip and lose sight of yourself and said question.

Take things easy, bro.
Smile This is your life, and you are young, it won't always be like it is now, if you do things for the future rather than the now you will get to high places, and I know that if you get through with this well, you can do great things.
Re: Karma's Journal
Post on Fri May 18, 2012 10:14 pm  AzurePhoenix
It's good to know you haven't fallen off the face of the earth ;P I just hate when that happens.
Re: Karma's Journal
Post on Sat May 19, 2012 7:38 pm  Karma
Thank you Azure, You are right I constantly debated with my self weather i wanted a abnormal life involving experience beyond my wildest dreams, or a life of money, women, friends and fame. it became a stalemate for a long time, but it seems that after seeing the corruption of humans robbing another, wishing ill of another over something that we as a race created and deemed important such as money or technology. I see that know i just got to go forth step up and take life in my own hands I want to be able to help and illuminate a path that is right for me.

"You need to always have questions leading you, don't run after them because you would get tired faster and stop, or trip and lose sight of yourself and said question."

Great wise advice their thank you.

I suppose ill set the next question for myself as how might i improve my self to be able to release the blocks on my mind,soul,and spirit ' if they're any at all farao




Re: Karma's Journal
Post Yesterday at 11:30 am  AzurePhoenix
I'm here to help Cool

That is the way to think! Good luck.
 

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